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I'm not sure if it can compare... but the source
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The Speaker

Oh the wickedness, the hopeless damnation of a soul
who could fascinate and paralyze human
creatures with such words, -- words understood
by the ignorant and wise alike, words which
are more precious than jewels, more soothing
than music, more awful than death!

Robert W. Chambers

The King In Yellow

The slums of the city were greasy and foul. The
ancient buildings leaned menacingly over the
street, and the decaying cobblestones crumbled
underfoot. The air was thick with the stale,
rancid smell of human apathy and anger. Broken streetlamps and wavering moonlight did little
to dispel the darkness. The man gritted his
teeth into the warm, moist wind and peered
nervously at the addresses of the looming
buildings. Most were nearly indistinguishable. He fingered the dog eared piece of paper in the
pocket of his overcoat and walked on. The streets were not empty. Lone pedestrians
clutching packages or bags sidled past,
darting suspicious glances at him. Lumpy,
stinking bodies squirmed in the alleyways.
Whores beckoned to him with sore encrusted
fingers. Dead, inky eyes gleamed from the
darkness, and ragged strangers slid furtively
into shadowed alleyways at his approach. It seemed that every third person he passed had a
flyer or a pamphlet to thrust into his face.
The tattered, insistent figures engaged in
this occupation filled him with a disgust and
loathing that the other denizens of the slum
failed to elicit. Their fixed, manic grins and
staring, yellowed eyes bespoke addiction or
religious mania. He wanted no part of whatever
it was they sought so urgently to press upon
him. Pausing beneath a buzzing streetlight, he fished in
his pocket for the scrap of paper that had
arrived in the mail yesterday morning. He
reread the terse message; it was an invitation
to a speech this evening, coupled with a vague
assurance that the topics would be of
considerable interest to a man of his tastes.
There was no signature: only a queer,
illegible symbol that meant nothing to him. On
the reverse side were an address and a time. It was, perhaps, the very vagueness of the note that
had piqued his curiosity so strongly. He
assumed that the organizers of the speech had
obtained his name from one of the many mailing
lists he subscribed to. It was true that his
interests tended toward the perverse, and the
possibility of some less than ordinary
spectacle had drawn him here, to these
shadowed, beggar-ridden streets where ill-
kempt figures stared at him with hungry eyes.
He was only passingly familiar with this area
of the city; his pursuits had brought him to
the slums several times in the past, but it
had always been during the day. He scanned the invitation one last time and started
off again, averting his eyes from a pockmarked
man in a shredded rain coat who offered him a
crumpled handbill. He only had two more blocks. Fog and shadows transformed the cityscape. What had
been merely shabby and unpleasant during the
day became fantastic and nightmarish in the
darkness. Fetid wisps of sewer air were
granted temporary solidity by the thin,
fluorescent moonlight. His footsteps echoed
down the narrow street, dying out into the
background noise of yowling alley cats and
distant singing. A rat scurried past him;
there was a tattered scrap of damp paper in
its mouth. Overhead, above a boarded up shop,
a sickly yellow light flickered on. There was
a thump, and the light was quickly
extinguished. Whispers and laughter drifted
from behind closed doors, and seemed to follow
his as he found his way deeper into the city. At length, he came to the top of a flight of
crumbling, concrete stairs leading down to the
basement of a tottering apartment building.
The moonlight rendered the number on the door
barely visible. The man examined his
invitation again, and began his descent. Spiders scurried away as he set his foot down. The
wall next to him was decorated with a scrawl
of graffiti. The symbols were incomprehensible
to him: gibberish in peeling, fibrous paint. He knocked at the swollen door set at the bottom of
the stairs, and stepped back as he heard
immediate movement from the room or hall
beyond. The door swung open. The man on the other side was pale and stocky, with
empty eyes and loose, flabby lips. His skin
was doughy and white, and slick with sweat. He
said nothing, merely stared with yellowed eyes. The man groped in his pocket again for his
invitation. He extended it to the doorman,
shuddering involuntarily as his hand brushed
against the soft, damp flesh of the other�s
wrist. The doorman said nothing, but his lips
split into a wet, wide grin as he read the
invitation. He urged entry with a fat, wormy
hand. His grin was idiotic and threatening. The man entered anyway, edging past the doorman and
toward the door at the opposite end of the
grimy foyer. It was ajar, revealing a long,
carpeted hallway. The man stepped through
quickly, leaving the smiling, sweaty doorman
behind. The carpet squished underfoot as he closed the door
behind him. There was the faint odor of mold
and urine, and oddly he found this smell more
repulsive and disturbing than the fat man who
had taken his invitation. He paused for a
brief moment, and debated with himself. It
occurred to him that no one knew where he was� that
the situation had progressed from vaguely
exciting to vaguely ominous. He considered
turning back. Instead he held his breath and hurried to the door
at the far end of the hall. Beyond the door was a small room, stuffy and poorly
lit. There were two rows of folding chairs;
some were occupied by shadowed figures,
cloaked in rags and filth. They stared fixedly
at the mildewed, yellow curtain that dominated
the front of the room. Some mumbled softly to
themselves as the man passed by. There was a
podium in front of the curtain; atop it stood
an untidy stack of papers. The unknown speaker
had yet to arrive. The man took a seat in the back of the room, as far
from the other members of the audience as he
could. He settled into the uncomfortable chair
and glanced around at the other attendees. One
of the men in the front row turned to meet his
gaze. It was the man in the torn raincoat,
with the pockmarked cheeks and flyers. He
nodded with casual familiarity. His eyes were
unfocused, and his chin was shiny with drool. Before the man could react, there was a heavy
rustling sound as the thick curtain parted and
the speaker approached the podium. He was tall and thin, and his coat was the same
shade of faded yellow as the curtain. His face
was a pale, expressionless mask � a white blur
in the room�s half light. His clothing rustled
as he moved. The speaker reached the podium and stopped. He
stared past the audience, lifted his hand, and
extended a single, emaciated finger. The
lights dimmed further, and silence filled the
room, broken only by the soft, wet susurration
of the speaker�s breath. He rustled the papers
on the podium, and drew forth a tattered sheet
from the pile, seemingly at random. And then he spoke. His words were delivered in a dull, hollow monotone.
His voice lacked any semblance of emotion or
inflection. The audience listened, rapt, ecstatic, as the
syllables washed over them. The man tried desperately not to hear what was being
said. He closed his eyes and moaned. He
clamped his hands across his ears, but the
words were too pervasive� too encompassing.
Against his will, the man�s hands fell to his
lap, and he raised his eyes to the podium. He listened, intently. Tears filled his eyes as he
began to comprehend the awful simplicity of
the message that was being delivered. He
moaned and nodded along with the rest. The speech was mercifully brief. When it was over,
the speaker�s pale features surveyed the
audience. The briefest flicker of satisfaction
passed across the mask of his face. He
disappeared behind the curtain, leaving his
audience to stagger to their feet and lurch in
stunned silence toward the exit. The man paused as he passed the podium. Then, as if
against his will, his hand snaked out and
grabbed the stack of papers. He shoved them
into the pocket of his coat and shuffled out
behind the others. That night there was one more shivering, soulless
figure who wandered the streets with a handful
of crumpled flyers and an empty smile.











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